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i was too much or not enough

i know how hard it is to walk away from someone you deeply care for.
i know how hard it is to lat all of that love down, to close your heart off to all that it sees in another human being. but in walking away you will learn how to pour all of the love that you were giving to the wrong person back into yourself.
you will learn how to pour it into all that desire in life, you will learn how to pour it into your growth, into your art, into your hope. you will learn how to stand up for your feeling, how to stand up for its value.
and when you teach yourself that you deserve to be loved, without having beg for that love, without having to chase that love down, you open yourself to the kind of beauty that chooses you just as freely as you choose it.
you open yourself to the kind of people who see you immediately know that you are a rare and beautiful thing. you open yourself to new beginngs, to a future that unfolds in wayd that dont hurt or break you down, but rather build you up and show you just how worthy you are of having heart held.

and remember:
when you think you have nothing left, you still have the moon, sunsets, your fav music, paper to write on, your little skirt with these little flowers, new starts and your cute self (also beer of course)