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we will still be friends forever;

Life has always had this cruel way of taking things away from me. People, places, moments I wanted to keep forever. And for a long time, I thought it would be better not to get attached, because attachment hurts, and goodbyes are inevitable. Bonds break, promises are forgotten, and in the end, there's always a silence that no one bothers to fill. It was like this for so long that I stopped trying. I accepted loneliness as if it were a part of me.

And then you came along.

I don't remember exactly when I started trusting you. At first, I wanted to keep my distance. You were everything I never was; strong, surrounded by people, full of life. I didn't want to admit it, but I admired you and, at the same time, I hated you for it. But somehow, you stayed. With your annoying laugh, and your lame jokes, you made me forget the fear of losing someone again.

And then, I lost you.

I'm not good with goodbyes. So instead of facing them, I just left. I walked away from you, like I did with so many other things. But some people stay in our thoughts, even when they're far away. You stayed, again. In the memories, the ridiculous nicknames, the silly arguments. You stayed in the songs that played and the places we used to go. You stayed in the things I wanted to tell you but couldn't.

And now, here we are again.

Coming back was weird. I didn't know what to expect. I didn't know if there was still room for me in your life or if I had already become just a distant memory. All I knew was that I missed you more than I could put into words. I know I tried to convince myself that it was better this way, but it never was. No matter how much I try to run away, some people we just can't leave behind. And you're one of them.

υoγ ǝvol I.

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