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What’s next?

Life as a musician is a series of crossroads, and I’ve found myself standing at a significant one. Recently, I decided to part ways with The Enchanted Heroes, the punk band I was part of for some time. It wasn’t an easy decision. I admired the energy and camaraderie that comes with being in a band, but over time, I started feeling like just another cog in the machine. I wasn’t playing for the joy of it anymore. I was playing because it was expected.

So, what’s next? Should I take the plunge and start my own band, crafting something entirely new from scratch? Or should I find an existing group to join, hoping to fit into a dynamic that already works?

Creating a band is a daunting task. It’s like building a family, only with the added challenges of aligning artistic visions, managing personalities, and figuring out where we fit in the music scene. But there’s something exhilarating about the idea of starting fresh, shaping a sound that’s uniquely ours, and sharing that journey with like-minded people.

On the other hand, joining a band feels like a safer route, stepping into a moving train, so to speak. It could be an incredible opportunity to grow, learn, and focus purely on the music without worrying about logistics. But there’s also the fear of finding myself in another situation where I don’t feel seen or valued.

My biggest fear, though, isn’t failure: it’s stagnation. Life is too short to stay idle, too fleeting to hold back because of uncertainty. I know I need to make a move, but the pressure to make the "right" one is real. I don’t want to let myself down or disappoint those who choose to collaborate with me.

For now, I’m weighing my options, taking time to reflect on what I want out of this journey. Is it connection? Creativity? A sense of purpose? Maybe all of the above. Whatever I decide, I know one thing for sure: the music isn’t going to stop, and neither am I.