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Prom year 149

Maybe it's my last prom, maybe not. Actually my parents kind of suggested that I stay one more year at the school. Thanks to Henri, I guess. They actually not really care what I want. The worse is that I don't know what I want. If the guys stay or not, especially Manu. Maybe he just waits for my decision as he was not really helpful about this subject.
But maybe he already decided.
Just look at my suit for the prom. And what I got instead of flowers.. Okay, maybe I should have brought those flowers, but this thing actually tells all. Everything about what he and the cousins have on mind.
Damn genes.. Sadly I really don't look like other kids in my age, but come on, neither Henri did, but maybe better not to bring him up in this subject.

So maybe the last prom, maybe not, we have a week to decide or so.
And anyhow all my wishes about the prom came through.
Maybe one not, but that's not something I would share, maybe neither even want to become true.
And so it's hard.. Since when is it that damn difficult when your wishes and your date's wishes are becoming true?
I just wonder what Manu thinks, it's even more difficult that I would do quite much for him..