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The sun starts to shine again
A few days ago my life stopped completely, because of a stupid but serious mistake that I made, that led to the end of my marriage. That's something that should never have happened.
These last few days have been the hardest fucking thing of my entire life, I've never cried so much, I've never regretted so much, I've never been so close to ending it all, and I've never been so aware of how unfairly I behaved in the last few years, towards the man I love. I've been selfish, caring only about my own feelings.
Now my life has started to spin again, there's still a long way to go, the wounds on both sides have been too deep and are too fresh, but we have started a healing process together, which will be slow, but in which I trust blindly, just as I've always trusted blindly in the love that united us from the first day.
Once again, I have nothing left to do but thank all of you, my dear friends, for all your messages of support, because without them, I probably wouldn't have made it this far.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart to those of you who are happy that my life has meaning again. To those of you who aren't happy for me, because you would prefer that I find happiness in another way, just know that this is the way I want it.. I appreciate your concern and I know that it's real, but it's my life and I need to live it the way I want, and do what makes me happy.
Baby, I know I've been unfair with you, I know I've hurt you deeply, and I know it will take a while for you to trust me again, but I'll be by your side the whole way, healing your wounds with my love, and making you feel like the happiest and most loved man in the world again.
Forever Love 🤎
Posted 1/18/2025, 1:00 PM